Assalamu'alaikum waramatuhllahi wamarakatuh to all brothers and
sisters in Islam.
My name is Numainum Farmer (now Nur Islam). I am a Cambodian born Buddhist but I work for a Muslim
family in MALAYSIA. Before I came to Islam I really hated Muslims , never
want to be friends with them. However when I started working for this Muslim family
I found that they are very kind the way they treat me ,... they
don't mind I am a BUDDHIST and live together with them under the same
roof. They treat me like part of the family and tell me nicely if I did
anything wrong.There is an old grandmother who loves me very much that
she always asked me to become a Muslim and she treat me like her own grand
daughter.
My boss family member also at times jokingly ask me to
convert but I just smile and ignore them .Somehow after staying for 6
years and always listening to azan and Quranic recitations in the house,
it mades me feel peaceful and started having wonderful feeling that I cannot
explain .Unconciously. I started to follow and memorised the azan and some
dhikir especially SubhanaAllah, Walhamdulillah walailahaillaAllah, Allah
hu Akbar. This dhikir always played in my mind wherever I go and it
keeps on replaying over and over again and it make me feel happy and at
peace.Suddenly one day, coming back from work I heard an azan and when I
reached home I immediately told my lady boss that I wanted to convert
so much.She just say aloud Alhamdilillah and arranged for me to take
Shahadah and after 3 days I recited the Shahadah 5 times until I cried.
From then on my lady boss taught me how to pray. At first I follow her
just to know the movements then I started to memorize the surah and dua
for prayer. Alhamdulillah I am a fast learner and after 3 weeks I was
able to pray 5 times a day on my own. I feel blessed and I
feel the closeness to Allah and I know I am on the right path.Before I
became a Muslim I thought Islam is an oppressive religion but after I
became a Muslim I willingly and happily pray 5 times a day and wearing
hijab comes naturally and I don't feel oppressive at all but instead I
am proud and I sincerely love Islam and pray that my family member would
one day be Muslim.
At the moment I am learning to read the Quran from a
very kind religious teacher that comes to the house twice a week and at
the same time I learn from e-learning website for new Muslim convert with
the guidance of my mum ( my lady boss).Alhamdulillah everything seems
to go well and I hope to learn more about Islam and if possible to teach
Quran to my people in Cambodia one day IN Sha Allah!
New Muslims can join any of these websites for free education and guidance http://newmuslimacademy.org/
http://www.muslimnow.org/
http://www.newmuslims.com/
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